i don't have a really nasty soul or anything but i've realized when i do feel "hatred" it is when i am stressed out, especially if i lose something. this happens more often than not and it drives me mad. i lost my prescription just last night and luckily found it this morning at evergreen. BLAH. usually when i want to be in a relationship it is so that maybe my partner can help look after me to make sure i'm not leaving trails of my things everywhere. so yeah, i talk in my head about how i hate everything sometimes. i wish i could stop thinking that word.