craziest dream

supposed to have therapy, got the time mixed up
gave up but made the decision hastily
same world, different realm
magic dude with dready blue green hair comes when you think about him to trade things that you have for things that you need
k says that i like this guy
jared has a "gold card" which means the spot he exists in stays warm all the time. i'm kind of cold. i can work up to it. tupperware.
i get to see geoff! it's the best.
dinner party, you gotta help set the table..?

express yourself.

what are your needs?

1)to know what to expect
2)to be able to love
3)to know what you need from me

not too hard! ok!

I am just writing to myself to tell myself that I am cool, in a lot of ways. I feel good right now. I think I did real well on my midterms. I'm doing things that are brave (for me). I'm in touch with my spirit. And oops I poisoned myself on accident this weekend but I'm still good stuff.

Today might be the first day ever (and I'm 27) that I asked anyone out on a date. I guess the answer was just that my date idea didn't work out with timing but the invite still stands so who knows, maybe it will be great. And if not, it doesn't really matter, I like the person no matter if they like me romantically.

I feel confident that things will be great no matter what. I'm on a real up. Hyped! Happy! It's been a great month. I am kind of bummed to go back to school, but on the plus side it is pushing me to have more fun beforehand. Ye-eah.

Chill! Jump back in!

Day 3 of 5 songs in 5 days (which is prob really 6 in 6, whoops!)... got another one down that needs just some cleaning up.. a new song, yay! "on a plane remix" but it's not entirely a remix. or a cover. It's it's own song. But it is partly about the Nirvana song. Impressed some new friends with a cover of "Down" by 311. By impressed I mean I asked them if they were impressed with my knowledge of the lyrics and they said "yes." Felt genuine though.

Did a shift at EGYHOP (youth and homeless outreach) and maybe said too much that was un-pc just to be weird or get a reaction. Whoops! I don't know. It's good to sometimes not take things so seriously.

Someone asked if I believe in the law of attraction and I told him I get it but don't believe in quantum mysticism (taking the science and turning it into religion/mysticism).

Oh! In other news I got my second fortune from a cookie IN A ROW that said I will do really well in the field of MEDICINE. Very specific, kinda eerie considering I go back to school next month and need encouragement/faith.