i just wrote this to a friend and thought it should probably be documented to describe this time in my life. changed it a bit, due to more thought being put into it. hope this doesn't cheapen the letter. this blog is to help me keep in touch with my family.
so here's the letter:
i am having some struggles to feel not dead but other than that i am well! can't complain too much, i have great friends, music to play, things to do................
it's just those crazy emotions.
my last relationship was a harsh awakening that sometimes everything can seem right and wonderful but the other person is not even on that page at all. i've been really sad about it.
over time it just seems like my ideas about what romance entails get thrown in the dirt. but i am trying to wish it all better, manifest something full and warm.
there is much more to life than this crazy stuff though and i am just going to be patient now. the wishing just makes it feel better.
i am hoping that the medication i am on is helpful. i guess it probably is to some degree. i know it helps me sleep. other than that i feel like i am in grief.
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Break ups are never easy. Know that you are loved by us all. More than you can know. I feel your pain. Work on getting better and life will improve. You are beautiful. Remember that.
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